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Day 50, half of 100 days. Wow, I can't believe I made it half way now. 
smile emoticonThank you for being with me for this half way.
 

After continue days not enough sleep, from rush to hospital on new year's eve till suffered headache and stomachache the night before, I finally had a good night sleep.
 
Woke up in real good energy. Felt so awesome and blessed.

 
Day 49, I am thankful and I am happy 
Thank you, I love you 
 
 
I am back with energy, wa-ha-ha-ha

Normally, the 1ST day of Lunar New Year is the day to welcome all God back to the temples. Since our farewell of God at our temple was on 12/26, two days later from original on 12/24, so our welcome ceremony would be two days later, 3rd day of Lunar New Year, which is today.
 
Filled with everyone joy of new year, ceremony completed perfectly.

 
Thank God to give us new year wishes and luck.
Thanks to everyone's effort to make it.
 
Day 48, I am thankful and I am happy
Thank you, I love you
 Ready to get start  Welcome Emperor with sword  Welcome God Mother with her dragon cane  New Year Lunch Time to chant to start the year  Lucky envelope, filled with God wishes and luck

This was supposed to be yesterday's post, but got into serious headache and stomach pain right after left the hospital, so got it postpone to day.
 
Grandma left at 9:30pm on the new year's Eve. Everyone rushed to hospital to pray for her. We weren't lucky because it was new year's Eve, and difficulty to call some helping group to help praying. But maybe grandmother brought us the luck? A couple was helping to pray at next room saw we had no clue and no one to help, they volunteer to help us and told us how to carry on after they left. Thank you, unknown couple. Thank you, grandma. We completed 8 hours praying.

I was waiting and waiting today to be the right time to write today's journal, because I wish to say thank you, grandma who was in coma, made through the year.
 
Unfortunately, it didn't happen. Exactly a week since she got into coma, our lovely grandma left us to the Wonderland at 9:30pm tonight. She left quick when the hospital called us that her heartbeat dropped to 30. We didn't make to the hospital on time.

 
Even with tears and badly want her to wake up to be with us longer, Thank God that she didn't suffer for long. In fact, in Chinese tradition, she was a lucky and long life old lady, lived 96 years, almost a century.
 
Goodbye my dearest grandmother 
Now you are in the Wonderland 
Now you are completely health
No pain, no illness 
Now you are home
 
Day 46, I am thankful and I am happy 
Thank you, I love you

  Day 45, I am thankful and I am happy 
Thank you, I love you
 

For some people, their Chinese New Year holiday starts on Wednesday. For me, it will start tomorrow. In other words, it is end of the horse year, and the beginning of goat year.
 
At the end of the year, time to look back the year and make application to fill life with abundance.

First of all, thanks to myself. 
‪#‎Thanks‬ to myself hang on every situation and keep going. 
#Thanks to myself keep looking into deep self and finding self.
#Thanks to myself still keep faith on things that look may impossible when it is actually I'm possible. 
#Thanks to myself love myself first before asking someone to love me.
#Thanks to myself put Hooponopono practice into daily life and see miracles happened.
#Thanks to myself was willing ro make changes for the life and for the person I want to be.
‪#‎Thank‬ you, Anne....I am the best.
 
And thanks more to people who are around me,
#Thanks to M.A. still keeping in touch with me, say happy birthday, say happy valentine, say thank you when I gave a birthday greeting, and so on.  
#Thanks to people at my work to tolerate my so direct words sometimes. 
#Thanks to all brothers and sisters at temple to keep reminding me for good and for improving.
#Thanks to Molly and everyone at Foody being nice to me when I work as remotely. 
#Thanks to Mr. Lin, the owner of a light bulb company, asked me again to be his translator at the trade show this year, and next year.
#Thanks to all friends who had hit (like) and left comments on my Facebook posts this past year.
#Thanks to my parents are still energetic and able to do things they like.
#Thanks to my dad made nice dinner almost everyday, so my weight kept going up.
#Thanks to May, grandma's care giver, paid enough attention on grandma so she still alive now.
 
Last but not least, thanks to all invisible powers.
#Thanks to keep guiding me at right path.
#Thanks to show me that you hear what I pray and wish for.
#Thanks to let me know my subconscious will trick me from reality, and I need to learn how to distinguish them.
#Thanks to be around me and protect me when there were some unaware dangerous.
 
Thanks for all good and bad this past year.
Thanks.
 
Day 44, I am thankful and I am happy
Thank you, I love you

Someone once said you have to gratitude for what you have in life, then you feel abundance and be abundant. If you can do that everyday for consistent days, then life will be changed after then. For example, you gratitude about money, then money will be much happier to be with you.
 
I know it is hard to do, especially when we have to fight hard for living. But still, it worth to do.

 
My grandmother, mom's mom, still in coma since Wednesday night. Be grateful, I thanks to God that she hasn't given up yet.
 
My another grandmother, dad's mom, is in hospital, probably in surgery soon because her right eye just got damaged and needed to be removed. Be grateful, I thanks to God that she has strong will to keep living.
 
And for all, I thanks to God that my both grandmother are living over 95 years old and still go on. Thanks to their long living, so my parents, uncles and aunts can be with them for so long and take care them.
 
Thank you, God.
And please help both them to go through this difficulty this time.
Thank you...
 
Day 43, I am thankful and I am happy
 
Thank you, I love you 
 
Grandma's life numbers, thanks these numbers are still changing and graph is still up and down. Thank you

Today 2/14, valentine's day. No valentine for me. But thanks to M.A. remembered it, and sent message yesterday first to wish me happy valentine.
 
Today was also our temple to have the ceremony to thank God for this year. Everyone was there around 8:30am to get it ready.

 
Thanks to give us a peaceful year.
Thanks to give us a safe year.
Thanks to keep guiding us on the right path.
Thanks to keep caring us for all small matters.
Thanks to keep teaching us to grow in a spiritual way.
Thanks to keep holding our hands for every step.
Thanks to make our wishes come true.
Thanks for all.
 
Day 42, I am thankful and I am happy 
Thank you, I love you
 The deserts I made yesterday for today ceremony.  Hair pin for today, looks elegant
 Everyone was working for the big meal  
 Sister was making a carrot flower
Set the table
 Bow to God before the dishes to set on the table
Table is almost ready
Adjust a little
 Everything is ready
 Our appreciation to God with true sincerity
 Change to new tea and water for God
Prepare clothes and cloth for God to go home with new clothes
 Paper money to appreciate
 Lunch with God, looks tasty and delicious
Before starting lunch, worship to God with sweet desert
Group photo
 Me with two little angels

Yesterday was 12/24 in Chinese Lunar Calendar which was the day for all God to go back to heaven and report their works for this past year. In an easy way to say, just like all managers from branches all over the world are going back to the only headquarter for annual meeting and reunion.
 
So people at home and temples would do a small ceremony for the God to go home. Ceremony can be small and simple or big, but all with true sincerity.

 
Our temple will do the ceremony tomorrow, two days later than normal because most of us have work, and Saturday is the only day we can get together for this big event.
 
To thank for having a peace and safe year, I decided to make some small deserts to show my appreciation. So three hours this afternoon to make them. Hope they will be good to present tomorrow.
 
Day 41, I am thankful and I am happy
 
Thank you, I love you 
 
My raw materials for tomorrow big day deserts